it's going to be a good month. i just know it.
just got back from a midnight walk with my friend T. took the dark and long route to Tesco's to grab some grub to sustain me all night. found some mussels and shrimp, which just takes me back home. i love seafood, you see. on the way, we saw a larger-than-life full moon. T and i just stood in the parking lot staring at this big white ball in the sky just in awe. good vibes, indeed.
i bought myself some birthday candles in lieu of my birthday on the 18th. the tiny box held 24 candles. perfect, i said. and i grabbed it without hesitation. i have nothing grand planned, just a couple of phone calls back home, a trip to the church (i always go to mass on my special days), and lunch with some friends. this year, i turn 23. shocking, innit? i've been through so much, good and not-so-good times, and i'm thankful for them all. i promise to post some pictures or at least write a note on the eve of my birthday.
i'm also praying for something that i'm expecting to hear news about on monday. i don't want to jinx anything (because i have a gift for doing so) so i'll just leave it at that. it's something BIG and definitely something i've been praying for since i moved to Cardiff.
it's just overwhelming when you're at peace with yourself and the voices inside your head. even for a minute. more so if you chose to do so consciously.
my god, how could i have ever doubted you?
it's just overwhelming when you're at peace with yourself and the voices inside your head 
